Like playing a saxo

I couldn't feel it was real, maybe just my imagination, but it's like I have learned how to play a good saxo. And I'm playing it quite good.The only one thing, it's that I can't choose which partitures I want to play, although the ones destiny is giving me, are the ones I like, even I love. Someone can call it a gift, or merely a superticion, but right now I have a partiture in my hands, and I really hope to play it well, I hope to play the right notes because I have the feeling that it might be a big concert, and that concert have a beautiful name...